you could make me happy this way

I am feeling super home sick now. I miss my papa n meimei more than anything else in the world. I always get this feeling after talking to them, especially my daddy. I miss having my dad’s random spastic actions, in attempt to reduce my stress. I miss having my daddy bring in random tidbits and fruits in for me, in the midst of my studying. I miss having daddy sitting there and reading his newspaper out loud and me telling him to kp quiet, I wish I nv did that now. I miss having dad snoring away on the sofa while I study till the wee hours. I miss meimei by my side, everytime I study and yaking away about her friends. I miss their constant persuasion to tell mi to stop studying and go jogging with them. ::’(((((((((((((( I reali reali reali reali reali reali reali reali realoi realer ealireali miss them..

I am really hurt that pple actually doubts my passion for smth. Its like asking a chef, are u sure u like cooking? Are u sure you can cook? OF COURSE HE LOVES COOKING AND CAN COOK, if not wad for he becomes a chef and not some COE of some company. Nv ever doubt my passion esp sinc ei am working so fucking hard for it. You think I com ehere to play and enjoy? NO I DON’T. i want to go home so badly, if not for this passion, I WOULD NEVER EVER LEAVE MY FAMILY. NEVER.

I MISS PAPA N MEIMEI. I WAN TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THE STUPID EXPENSIVE FLIGHTS. Sometimes, I really feel like giving up and just go home. I hate not being around my family. I reali miss them………………………………………………………………………………..

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{ 3/25/2007 }