I FINISHED MY GAIA HYPOTHESIS ESSAY (boo chantzewei aka ChicopekTvWorld for trying to suan me with tt =DDDDD ) and guessed wad?!?! its my first essay tt has a TOTAL WORD COUNT of TWO THOUSAND, THREE HUNDRED AND EIGHT WORDS!!! AM I JUST FORMIDABLE OR WAD! i literally pengsun ytd pls.. and i tink i gt like hangover frm tt essay?!?!

so much so tt i din slp well at all last night. n this morning, i was greeted with


Never, EVER underestimate Perth's erratic weather man!! it was like still BRIGHT n SUNNY ytd afternoon n all the way till nighttime, it was still relatively warm. n today?? its a freezing maximum of 18 degrees. EVERYONE at Uni was geared for WINTER lar lahh.. n autumn has barely started!

Everywher i go and every walking being i saw wore a jacket n ur dear frd here, wore nth but a SHORT SLEEVED shirt XD I GANG-HO ANOT!! o.O n whilst walking to the biological sci building, it was so cold tt....


i was numbed like, THOROUGHLY!! bt it was a funny sight though, to see everyone all kuku-fied; back-hunched and walking with their chin tucked in, in ultra fast speed towards WARMTH. tt is only available in the library. cafe doesnt help much, nt when the door's permanently in the open-sesame mode O.O

OKAYYYY I AM GG TO DO SMTH PRODUCTIVE NW b4 leaping off into my bed of warmth (: cheers every1 !! bye~

p.s don get mi wrong, i love the cold weather! =DDD

p.p.s Yan is a vulgar person! she declared tt she wants to eat hers n my nuts in kmart so loudly!!! n tdae she's like, "oooooh ur nehneh arhh" (referring to someone actually-) to me. n she cursed TaMaDe when she meets a dead-end while navigating ard UWA (though she said it with so much style, its still BADDD BADDD BADD!! ) wad else? hmm! i am sure i can come out with smth! till den~~~

{ 3/31/2008 }

uhh.. i am like dying frm tt 2000++++ words essay?!?! yes, again!!!!!!
somebody save MEEEEE AND MY TIRED MIND N SOUL!!!!!!!

er. tt was a tad too dramatic bt seriously, S-O-S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s I love chestnuts. even the boiled ones, surprisingly O.O ok, i am gg nuts myself. BYEEEEEEE!! a post to freak u out! BOO!

p.p.s there was Jurassic park on tv ytd night but i couldnt watch T.T hw sad is my life nw pls!! essayessayessayessayessay... gaiahypothesisgaiahypothesisgaiahypothesis.. GAAAAAHH

p.p.p.s in times like this, I REALI NEED L2 GANG, RASHAL N HIDAYAH WITH ME!! =(((( july oh july~ when r u gg to come??!!!

{ 3/30/2008 }

OUR FOOD SUPPLY xDD more like, MY food supply

erm. my messy stuff?? ><

here we are at the dolphin research centre!! bt the dolphins didnt drop by for a visit!! why!!!!! T.T bt nevertheless, it was a spectacular view n we had alot of fun- shivering in the cold n munching on chips.. LOL!

LAI N ME!!! or shud i say, LAI N A HSEFLY!! hahahaha XD i love this hsefly shot! weet!

MY DEARDEAR HSEMATES- ANNY N LAI~~~~ hahahaha, anny looked like boogyman!! XDDDD

TADAAAA~~~~~~~ me and anny!! =DD

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" *throw myself outwards n scream my lungs out!!!!!" FEEL SO DAMN GOOOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!

HAHAHAHA. failed attempt at trying to make this look, erm.. artistic?!?!?! GOSH!!

ANNY N LAI, with lai's NEWWWWW CARR!! CHIO RIGHT!!! we were waiting for it for so long alr!! n it finally came =DDD highness!!

i swear this place has the BEST GRILLED FISH ever. DAMN NICE!! =DD ok, i am dragging my dad n sis here despite it being so damn far away..

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anyway, today i am damn happy pls! i got nao's bdae card + noeleen's letter TOGETHERRR!! i saw nao's card n i went..

"OMGG!! YAY~~~ FINALLY IT ARRIVED!! =DDDD" den started opening it n reading it on the spot.. was grinning like some dingdong cat lahh..

den... lai was like, "ANGELA!! ANUDER LETTER FOR U!!" n i ran to her side to see hu is it frm,

"OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! YAY YAY HAHAHA!! XD ANUDER ONE ANUDER ONE!!"

it was frm noeleen!! n the envelope so cute lah!! HAHA XD

and a few days ago, i got a bdae letter frm my uncle too!! =DDD OMGG damn higghhh~~~

ok, i wan to watch my drama alr.. ITS WU XIA PIAN!! n hw come i gt this feeling tt no one will be surprised?? O.O

{ 3/26/2008 }

AND I HATE IT TOO!! for creating 2 scars on my beautiful hand!!! n i tink its also due to my violent ways of cutting fruits. its like HEEEYAA.. KACHOMP!!!!! HEEYAAA.. KACHOMP!!!! ok.. i don tink u reali gt it.. bt yahh.. i am reali reckless when it comes to chopping things.

anw, MINUS those cuts i suffered on my hand, the past few days had been a fun one!! i went to Cottesloe Beach with the rest ytd n we had ILGELATO icecream- which almost instantly turned into liquid under the merciless sun. IT WAS DAMN HOT PLS! n even though mi n jess tried to avoid as much contact with the sun as possible (by walking randomly ard..), i still gt this hideous bikini tan!! i hope it goes away T.T

n tdy i went out with cheryl n cherry!!!! =DDD omggg i miss them SOOOOO MUCH ok! Cherry's still as spastic as ever.. n Cheryl's still as neutral n emotionless in respond to Cherry's sudden eruption of craziness.. XD they tagged along with me to get my groceries n had a taste of my obasan-ness!!!! WEET WEET!!

tmr i am gg to bake muffins n cornflakes munchies for anny n lai !! its Easter Sunday! n also to make up for the blunder i made =S i am soooooo terribly sry Anny N Lai! my gosh!! i cant believe i left the door wiiiiiide open when i went out... like nt once alr??!!?? MY GODDD.. i HATE myself for being such a DINGDONGGONG!! like wth, i am oways losing things, forgetting this n tt...

LOH HUI QIAN!! PLS BE MORE RESPONSIBLE N LESS ABSENT MINDED NEXT TIME!!!! i bet anny n lai wan to scream tt at me too!! I AM SO SRYYYYY!!!

haiz. okok! i btr jump off to bed while they r still awake... i don wan to wait for the night to turn reali quiet n i will start having funny tots... we just watched a horror movie, u see... =S *BRR.. i was freaking them out just nw man. i heard smth coming frm the toilet n i went to check bt no one was ther..


i am like SHIT!!!!!!! den i rushed to the tv rm n told them wad happened. Lai went to check it out n realise it was the blinds slapping aginst the window grill as a result of the wind. MY GOSHHHH!!! Momokiki rushed in to see wad happened too!! =S OOPS!! i am being so damn paranoid pls!

OKAY. BYE EVERY1 !!!

{ 3/22/2008 }

{ 3/20/2008 }

we ate at TIAMO today!! OMGGG soooo HAPPYYYY~~~ camwhored like no one's business. it was damn super fun!! i shall upload the pictures (which is like DAMN lot) tmr or smth..

meanwhile i nid SLEEP.. tmr's my first driving lesson (: and i hope i don get a hangover frm today's alcohol -.O

thanks to pple who wished me happy bdae n the presents!! special thx to RAE, LIJIN, YAN, JESS, LYNN AND MUMTASH for spending this verh special day with me!! U GUYS JUST MADE TODAY THE HAPPIEST DAY OF 2008. i SOOO love u guys!!

and thx to angeline, meimei, daddy, renia, tiffany, phoebe, trish, nemoous, kelvin, vicki, shirley, cheryl, cherry, valerie, anny, lai, aunty peggy, nao, rashal, zul, keeseng, dexter, jonathan and anyone else who wished mi happy birthday, gave me a card, hug or present!!

and to rashal who made an overseas call to me... abt i wasnt home to talk to her!!! SO SRY RASHAL!! i will call u tonite! =DDDD LOVE YA~~

L2 gang (except my beloved nao) seemed to hav forgotten abt it though...... T.T
i don mind if they just forget my bdae.
but pls, nt me too.....

{ 3/19/2008 }

15 more minutes (according to perth time -.O) n i will officially be INTO adulthood T.T how intimidating does tt sound pls! =(

SO i am gg to savour n treasure this last 15mins of my childhood teenagehood (or wadever u call it) by..

being IRRESPONSIBLE n CHILDISH- n tt is to go to slp NOW even though i got a maths test coming up on thurs n i hav yet to study much abt it. =DD weee~~ PLUS! i am sooo gg to die for tt test considering the fact tt i wasnt paying much attention in virtually ALL of the lectures n tutorials...


WOW WEE~~ xD and i cant wait for tmr's dinner (: NICE FOOD, ROMANTIC AMBIENCE, WONDERFUL PPL N A JOYOUS OCCASION! =DD

i miss my L2 gang n 04 hidayah n rashal too!!!!! =(((( n TRISH! T.T i am sooooo glad i meet such nice frds here to spend my special 18th bdae with me n make it such a memorable one... though its nt the same as spending it with my sg family n besties, its just as gd as it can get!! =DDD

{ 3/18/2008 }

OMGGGG.. I CANT SLP NW -.- i am still damn highh frm just nw..

YAN, JESS, RAE, LIJIN, LYNNETTE N MUMTASH threw mi a SURPRISE BDAE PARTYYY at my hse today.. OMGGGGG... i was sooooo shocked tt my legs went soft n i had to hold on to the door to stable myself..

GOSHHHH... i was so overwhelmed. SUPER DUPER HAPPY. I AM SO SO SO HAPPY TT I CANT FIND ANY OTHER WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY EMOTIONS THEN. OMGGGGGG.. I AM REALI RELAI REALI REALI DAMN HAPPY.. its like so totally unexpected n i was hit full forced. usually i pretty much can sense a surprise coming up but this is like,

WOAHHH!!!!! TOTALLY OMGGGGGGGGGOSHHHHH...

THANKS GUYS THANKS. THANKS A MILLION, A BILLION, A GAZILLION, A ZILLION!!!! =DDDDDDD and omggg.. all the presents are rainbow in colour?? and i mean ALLL. EVERYSINGLE ONE OF THEM, MY GOSHHH..

i got 2 pairs of RAINBOW earrings,
1 RAINBOW necklace,
2 pairs of RAINBOW panties,
1 RAINBOW lollipop,
7 flavours of lipgloss in RAINBOW colours,
a RAINBOW sportsgirl bag and
2 RAINBOW gift boxes.

and one CHOCOLATE MUD CAKE. thanks YAN, JESS, RAE, LIJIN, LYNNETTE AND MUMTASH FOR TT CAKE. I LOVE TT CAKE DAMN LOT PLS. and the RAINBOW presents, its so heartwarming to see how much u guys noe abt me.. THEY ARE ALL STUFFS WHICH I LOVE DAMN LOT!!!

and OMGGG THE BALLONS IN MY ROOM!! THER IS abt 70 of them man.. yes

S-E-V-E-N-T-Y B-A-L-L-O-O-N-S in my room!!!

OMGGG... muz have taken ALOT of effort n time to blow up all 70s! and THANKS SO MUCH TO ANNY AND LAI, MY BELOVED HSEMATES. u guys treat me the best man!! thx for cleaning up the ruins in my rm!! =DDDD n FOR THE GREEN HELIUM BALLOON, GREEN PLASTIC UTENSILS and i am sure u guys tried finding GREEN paper plates but to no avail ryte!!

THANKS FOR DOING ALL THESE FOR ME.

I AM SO TOUCHED BY ALL OF U TODAY. and yes, NEMOOUS TOO!! i noe u cant make it today but thx for the present n card! =DDDDDD phoebe n tiffany too!!! XD

I AM SOOOO SUPER DUPER ULTRA HAPPY TODAY. and yesss!! for the VEGETARIAN BUFFET DINNER TODAY WITH LAI, ANNY AND RAE TOO!! it was DELICIOUS, and yes!!! didnt we hav fun stuffing ourselves silly???!! omg those 3 malaysians were so O.O at my kiasu singaporean spirit man. EAT UNTIL U DIE! =DD hahahaha, so i am like still damn full nw.. even thou its, gasp! 12.30am alr!

YESSSSS.. I AM SOO HAPPY TODAY.. and today felt like my birthday alr! i cant wait for ROUND TWO at CITY on WEDNESDAY... ITS LIKE CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY TWICE!! OMGGG.. I FEEL SO SO SO SO SO SO LOVED. SO SO SO SO SO SO TOUCHED. SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY.

and i realise everyone's acting skills are damn superb. ok, at least better than mine?? i noe rae would definately agree on tt -.-

THIS MIGHT SOUND LIKE A THANKSGIVING SPEECH BUT REALI, I CANT THANK U GUYS ENUF. u guys just made my whole 18th yr of life so exciting so memorable..

Lijin: thanks for oways being with me no matter where and when, for being my listening ear, for being my spastic other half, for being so understanding! AND lastly, for sticking by my side, standing up for me no matter what! when someone bullies me, u will be the first to jump to my defence n protect me!! THANKS for oways making urself available for me no matter hw tired or busy u r. mayb its ur nuanua-ness (LOL!) tt make mi feel so comfy when i am with u.. its like i can say or do anything without even thinking =D OWAYS HAV BEEN N WILL OWAYS B MY DEARESR ALLY!

Rae: THANKS for taking time off ur super busy dentist schedule to buy that sportsgirl bag for me, to come to my surprise bdae party n i reali reali miss u alot girl!! U r reali my best frd man!! can even invade my thoughts n desires to noe that i wan tt sportsgirl bag badly. MY GODDD.. I LOVE U RAE, nt just bcuz of tt bag pls! i love u for loving me n for making me feel so loved. erm.. i don reali see a diff in tt bt... THANKS THANKS A MILLION!! BEST FRDS FOREVER!!

Yan: THANKS THANKS THANKS!! i love tt MUDCAKE, u r THE BEST man!!! Thanks for tolerating my moodiness all these while since sch starts. thanks for being so patient with me! =D thanks for understanding wad i am gg thru. no matter wad, i noe tt I can oways count on u for some SOLID support!! u r oways a strong pillar of support for me and jess!! =DD AND oso for driving mi here n ther (:

Jess: HEYYYY!!! my fellow one litre of tears-mate! =DDDD I LOVE U JESSSS!! thanks also for understanding the mood swings tt i am oways undergoing even thou its nt exactly PMS!! HAHAHA, yan muz be reali patient to tolerate so much of our emoness.. Anw i am so glad tt we r into this tgt bcuz with u ard, i noe tt i will oways have someone to be randomly high with me =DDD n thx for oways trying ur best to make mi feel "included" =DD

Lynnette: THANKS FOR THE super RAINBOW presents n for coming to this surprise bdae party! its so damn nice to just sit ard n catch up!! CANT WAIT TO SEE U AGAIN THIS WEDNESDAY, we r gg to hav such a fun time tgt!!! n hehe! since we r staying so near each other, lets meet up often to go shopping at carousel!!!! XDDD

Mumtash: (u prob wont b reading this but..) THANKS MUMTASH for all tt.. hahaha! i miss all ur animated movements man!!! u r still as funny as last time! and OMGG i miss those murdoch college days!! THANKS SO MUCH MUMTASH for making my bdae such a happy n memorable one!!

Nemoous: THANKS FOR THE BAG N CARD.. and stop S-T-O-P calling me angele u evil fish!! =PPPPP lets all meet up as soon as possible ok!! =DDD i love it when TTST-ALLY unite!!

TRISH: OMGGGG.. I MISS U THE MOST MAN T.T n i hope today's webcam cheer u up a bit! =D its ok, june will come super fast n by then, MC UNITE! we all miss u like crazy. no doubt abt tt at all!!

{ 3/15/2008 }

when i turned 13, some places alr no longer consider me a child.
when i turned 16, most places no longer consider me as a child.

and nw tt i am turning a ripe old age of 18, there is NO-WAY any restuarants or places would charge me at a discounted child price. anymore T.T

whereever i go, it would be the overpriced adult prices.. i cant fish out my IC n flash it across anyone's face gleefully when asked for proof tt i am still under 18. In only a matter of days, i am going to lose ALL PRIVELAGE of a child. zilch. no more!

i cant be rebellious and do immature things n expect pple to forgive me on the account of an "undeveloped mentality". Perhaps nw i can still run into Mini Toons, grab any random soft toy n go, "ooooooooohhh.. omgggg so cuuuuteee lah~~" bt its only a matter of time when i can no longer do tt too.

THUS.. instead of waiting for 18 to catch up on me, i am gg to make full use of my privellage as a child under 18 for the next few days till 19th March!! =DD

n why do i make age 18 sound like an impending doom!! lots of pple are trying to be 18 and here i am grumbling to be 18. OHWELLS. I LIKE TO BE IMMATURE CANNOT MEH!! i dunno y bt i like it when pple tell me, "no, u cant go there! u r underage-below 18!" makes mi feel so kiddish n i like being treated like a kid! used to hate it alot when i am still in the early teens bt now tt age's slowly creeping on me, I FEEL LIKE KID AGAIN!! ROOOAARRRR~~

AIIYO. i bet pple reading this would be like -.O but *shrugs* i am like tt (: AND HAHAHA ANNY N LAI. YESYES. AGE GAP AGE GAP!!

ever since anny read abt my age-gap post, shes been suan-ing me with tt man pls!! ANW ANNY N LAI ARE STILL VERYYY YOUNG. DON BE MISTAKEN!! (hehehehe.. anny's gg to murder me mann) this is a bit random but i REALI REALI like the both of u. mayb because of "age gap" (HAHAHA.), tts y i feel so loved when i am with u guys...

u guys took very great care of me, oways being there for me. i hav to admit tt i can have super extreme mood swings (which i nv had b4.. only this yr?? HMM. muz b the child-adult transition period -.O LOL. or maybe its my freq indigestion prob. -.- i gt serious indigestion prob mann, these days -.- zzz ) yah, so THANKS SUPER LOT for all tt. =DDDD i cannot ask for more alr! =)

anw i recieved my presents frm dad, sis, renia and letter frm nao!! =DD YAY!! I AM LOVING IT! so high to see it all come at once!!

okok its past 12.. and i wan to slpp~~ ANW thanks so much to onglijin who accompanied mi to the city to get my stuff done! i can oways rely on u man!! LOVESSS~~

{ 3/14/2008 }

I find jess's post damn hilarious n so i decided to KOPE =DDD i am zi-highing now. LOL LOL!!

of all the funnier quotes that has happened so far.

huiqian: "EHHH!!! cotton tail bunny! so cutttteee!!!"
mike: "i though al bunnies have cotton tails?"

mike: "eh hui qian, I help you hold lah. You hold until so xing ku"
yan: "wah mike, you so man ah???"
everyone bursts into laughter


we had to do a dissection of termites in pairs so mike and alexis were one pair and yan and huiqian was another pair and they were supposed to remove the ass and put it on the microscope slide and look for the flagella (some tail thingy lah)
yan and huiqian already found the flagella and were busy drawing when..
mike exclaims: "i found the flagella!! come see come see!"
yan and hui qian rush over
yan: "err.. mike? that's the termite's head?"
huiqian: "HAHAHAHA!! MIKE FOUND FLAGELLA IN THE TERMITE'S HEAD"
yan and huiqian burst out laughing
mike: "har.. no need to laugh unti like that lehhhh"


i came after those 4 finished dissecting and was looking at yan and huiqian's microscope truing to frantically draw the flagella as well when..
yan and huiqian: "errr.. jess, why are u drawing the saline solution bubbles?"

huiqian, yan and i were wondering how mcuh mike got for a levels and he was too paiseh to tell us
huiqian: "aiyah must have been 4a's right?"
me: "yah lor. at least 3 a's 1 b what"
mike: "no lah. i cant rmb my results also"
huiqian: "then how you get into vet?"
yan :"tsk. i bet you bat ur eyelids and flirted with them right"
(because he has LONGER and THICKER eyelashes then all the girls COMBINED!)


mike and yan were trying to copy huiqian's drawing of some specimen
mike: "er, why does yan's look like a cartoon drawing"
yan: "my specimen looks like potato!"
jess: "cartoon potato!!"
mike adds ears to both his and yan's drawings. and TA-DAH mr potato head and partner.

we were all exchanging emails. hui qian looks at the list of emails...
huiqian: "oddish? OMG is that the pokemon???"
alexis: "erhh.. yah" *looks pai seh*
everyone bursts into laughter

LOL. CRAZYNESS. I AM SO SLEEPY NOW.. SLEPT LESS THAN 5 HRS YTD AND I LOOK SO SHITTY NOW. stayed up till 3plus doing my chem assessment. Tts retribution for procastinating lahh..

LITE ASSESSMENT N READING LOGS ASSESSMENT COMING UP THIS FRIDAY!!! GOSHHHH I AM GG TO DIEE..

{ 3/12/2008 }

on the way home, i tanned the left side of my body. yep. just the left side -.O n tmr when i get onto the bus, i am gg to sit on the right side of the bus and tan the right side of my body so i don go ard looking like some taoist symbol.




its so BLOODY hot on the bus ok. its BLOODY 6plus pm and the sun's refusing to knock off! GRRRRR so my poor skin got abused just like tt. and i thought taking the bus would spare me of the sun. but apparently not bcuz 1st, the windows r nt like ANTI-UV, and 2nd, the bus is nt air-conditioned so most of the windows r open.

SO yep! if i continue to be stubborn n stick to the left side of the bus, i am so gg to look hideously like tt taoist symbol (i am nt implying tt the symbol is hideous. its nice. on its own.. bt definately nt as my skin colour )

ANW, i am SUPER OK now pple. THANKS ALOTTTT.. DON WORRY ABT ME. monday was a horrible day for me. i rmbed but forgot tt ther was lab. thats uberly IRONIC but yes. i rmbed n forgot abt lab. I knew there was lab and so i brought along my lab book, WITHOUT my

G/C, Googles, lab coat, proper covered shoewear, completed pre-lab assignment as well as tutorial exercise.

I AM THE CHAMPION. and the best thing was, i almost lost my USB thumbdrive which contained my 2000words essays due on friday. i broke down like mad on monday night, cried like no one's business. Anny n Lai was sooooo worried.

BUT I AM OK. i found my USB today morning and thanks to a bunch of super nice pple, i was finally fully geared to go for,


THANKS to CHERYL who lugged my shoes frm my old hmestay to sch for me (well, i did meet her halfway), JESS n YAN for helping me buy googles, bringing my labcoat and lending me answers to copy for the assignment!, ANNY for her accounting calculator( it was nowhere near G/C but basic calculations were possible so, THANKS!, LAI for offering to drive me back to Murdoch at 9.30pm to look for my USB, CHERRY for cheering me up with her spastic smses, MY SIS for constantly bombarding me with encourragements.

and yes, UCPPP tooo.. OMG THE SPASTIC CONVO WE HAD WAS SO DAMN SPASTIC.

i feel so damn loved ytd. today as well... XD today's lab was CRAZZZYYY shit.. all of us were getting so damn high, so godknows wad reason..

1. YAN couldnt stop her obsession with olvl bio prac. she kept drawing in distinctive straight lines, no sketches. zilch. n tt made all her specimen drawings super cartoon-fied.
2. JESS couldnt stop saying she wans to eat ice cream
3. and her obsession to squash the termites
4. MIKE was just being annoying. making fun of all my drawings. saying tt my jellyfish looks like a toadstool.
5.just because i laughed at his stupidity of mistaking the termite's butt for its head -.- and he was so YAYA abt it somemore -.O
6.ALEXIS was just standing by and watching these dramas unfold.
7. We couldnt seem to get the magnification right -.- and again, MIKE was being so YAYA abt it.
8. WEY YIN was just wondering around aimlessly.
9. MONA had her drawings all screwed up and LOL! she's doing IT for an elective
10. KAY'S learning jap!!! JESS n I almost killed ourselves for taking PEC144 instead of Jap

and while gossiping n crapping, i still couldnt stop drawing =D I AM SUCH A GOOD STUDENT. bt seriously i hav an obsession with drawing specimen nw.

BASICALLY none of us did any work. WELL , at least i gt my relatively artistic drawings which all of them just copied off. =D LOL. well, mayb nt yan.. cuz shes oways in her own cartoon-world.

MY GOSH. lab is seriously useless ehh.

AND I AM SOOO DEAD CUZ ITS 12MARCH 12.40AM NOW AND I HAVEN DO MY CHEM ASSIGNMENT 5% DUE TODAY AT 5PM. OK BTR QIONG.

anw DON EVER WATCH the black balloon. i just did. a few hrs ago, AND ITS NT NICE!! BOOO

{ 3/11/2008 }

i feel so down recently. why cant i be in singapore with the rest???? :'( this yr felt waaay more worst than the last. I feel lonely most of the time even though i got people around me. its like there's smth HUGE missing in my life. or mayb its just me; setting up this humongous invisible wall around myself. i feel so reclusive nowadays even though i am still smiling and laughing, my soul's nt exactly there. if u noe wad i mean.. i dunno y but recently i reali dread gg to sch, dread waking up to a new day....

i dunno wad words to use to express myself now bt.. i reali feel so nostalgic, so cheerless to the point of feeling sick. or mayb i am sick. i skipped 2 lectures tt day cuz my tooth was giving me problems. no surprise there. and i felt sooo bad for skipping those lectures.

here i am, struggling to keep up with Chemical Principles and i still skipped a lecture just cuz of my stupid f*king tooth. and i gt an assignment due this wed plus 2 reading logs this fri. AND i haven exactly start studying for that assignment. wth. and i hate it when...

argh! forget it.

ok bye. i am nt exactly in the mood to blog though i have heaps of things i nid to tell someone. i figured tt such thoughts is best not publicized.

anw, THANKS TO ANNY N LAI for ur early bdae presents; mossimo tote and jayjay shirt. they noticed tt i was nt really myself these few days n so got me my bdae presents in advance to lift my moods. i noe anny will be reading this, so.. THANKS ALOT FOR THE PRESENTS and ATTEMPT TO CHEEER ME UP! i really love u guys. i will try to be happier. and i feel really bad for showing my moody self and dampen everyone elses' moods as well. and we were supposed to go for a movie last night bt i wasnt exactly feeling movie. so we decided to go on tues instead. I NID TO CHEER UP bt i cant. and y cant i even put on a facade!! SHIIIT i effing hate myself for spoiling everyone's day.

and shit. smth happened again. we cant meet chao. ARGHH. wad in the world is wrong with my life nw.

{ 3/09/2008 }

yay.. blogging frm the uni's lib again! waiting for Jess n Yan now (: n alexis n his new found frd n new found frd's new found frd. OK, its super complicated. u don hav to wreck ur brain trying to figure tt out. XD

ANYWAY I AM SO DEPRIVED OF INTERNET TT I MIGHT DROP DEAD N DIE ONE FINE NIGHT. =( thank god i hav my indispensable TV (: and y r the tv programs on air so good! so good tt i don hav the time to watch my TONY SUN XIE ZHI'S WU ZIA PIAN. zomggg.. i am so gg to need a pail to watch tt man. I TINK HE'S V HOT (pls don snigger at tt or ask mi for 10 reasons y i find him HOT cuz i got NONE. its just a feeling lahh.. DUNNO?? n he reminds me of someone =DDD )

btw, I AM SO HAPPIEEE today (: cuz i am finally gg to sit for my highway code. like after 3 failed attempts?!?!? failed attempts to sit for it. NOT failed attempts to pass it -.- well, i hope tday's nt my first failed attempt to pass it *CROSSES FINGERS*

and i certainly DO hope tt d GRUMPY OLD LADY's nt ther today! she's OWAYS giving me trouble.. GRRRR *bites her head off* bt she seems to be everywher man, yin hun bu shan (meaning those revengeful ghosts tt nv wanted to be reborn-ed -.- )

the last time i went, she find fault in my passport.

MY HOLY SINGAPORE PASSPORT. can u believe this??? its like my life lah pls. AND U SAY ITS NT SUFFICIENT TO PROVE MY IDENTITY?!?! get a goddamn thumbprint machine lahhh O.o

"oh.. it doesnt contain ur signature. cannot. i CANNOT let u sit for the test"
"erm.. but my thumbprint's there. i am sure its enuf to identity me"
"nope! the answer is NO, i CANNOT let u go for the test"
"you can oways take my thumbprint now n verify it against the one tts on my passport!"
"NOPE!"

wadthehell seriously. so Anny and I secretly took anuder number to speak to anuder officer. while waiting, we hid behind some random pillar -.O BUT when we peered out agian, the annoying woman was not at her spot anymore! but heckl
ah, we din really care.

our turn came n we went to the next counter surreptitiously. AND VIOLA! tt STUPID ANNOYING WOMAN WAS THERE AT THE NEXT COUNTER. wad the f* !

with a really smug face, she said, "NOPE. i told u the answer is NO!"

shit man. my hsemate was so mad lahh. we drove all the way down to that licensing centre twice alr. and both time smth else came up and i couldnt take the test -.- I AM GG TO B HYSTERICAL if they forbid me to sit for it again. i swear i will bite someone's head off.

ok tata! got to go for my lesson alr. chop place for the 5 of us. and I MISS TRISHY MOMMY.

P.S TSTT-ALLY! ZHANG CHAO IS COMING OVER THIS WKEND N HE WANS TO MEET UP! LETS ALL GO!! =DDDDD SAT AFTERNOON-EVEING? EVERYBODY FREEEE??? he's arriving on friday 11pm bt i don tink anyone wans to be out there at tt time =/ (i miss singapore terribly) yah , anw... FEEDBACK TO ME OKKKK.. N I WAN TO GO KINGS PARK AGAIN OR WATCH THE MAGGOT MOVIE. WEEEEEE

{ 3/06/2008 }

friday, saturday, sunday... SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!!!!!!

Work at DUMPLING KING was ok today (: i made a blunder though. the customer wanted to pack the leftover food and i threw it all away -.O i am so sry! its the hand signal laaa~ he was doing tt "shoo shoo!" hand signal at the food n soo....

anw, they demanded for a refund. i was so scared pls. kept apologising bt they were bent on a refund. and my lady boss was quite pissed, she told the customer tt all they could get for a refund was,



wth. kicked up such a big fuss just to get one dollar. for ONE pathetic dollar, it made mi so shaken lahhh.. grrrr~~ every1 was like, "its ok.... its ok" , trying to reassure me tt such things do happen, nt just to me. they were such nice pple! =D esp the boss's older children.

and ANNY N LAI were being so sweet ok! they dropped in for a surprise visit just now!! to help me jiayou and also to bring me home after tt. cuz ytd i walked home myself n for the whole day i was so dead! and tired.

so they reckon tt if i were to walk home tday again, i might nt make it home. oh! i feel so spoilt !!! and after tt, we came home showered n change. 10mins later, we were out of d hse for 3rd round of shopping in a row of 3days! (i had to get my veggies too) n in a hurry, i forgot my hp!

I AM SO SORRY LIJIN N RAE FOR NT REPLYING!!! did u guys go for the movie in the end?? i cant make it for it oso cuz by the time n bused n trained there, its gg to be 4plus. SO SRRYYY.. n LOL! MAGGOTS IN THE WEDDING.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =D ok fine, its margot. BUT WTH. wad kind of inauspicious name is tt pls. MARGOT.

oh anw, here's one of the really stupid convos we had, tt sent us all three roaring in laughter. OMG. lai's roar is damn infectious ok.

anny: "I don like big dogs!"
me: "HUHHH... y??? I LOVEEE them pls!"
anny: "I dunno.. but there was this really big dog tt drooled all over momo while they were playing???"
then i start to get this mental image of momo drenched in drools. LOL. bt tt only earned me a grin.
me: "my gosh! wad breed is tt???!"
anny: "i dunno! it starts with a B or smth.. BEE~ smth.. lai? do u remember?"
lai: "waddd.. u tink i gt super memory arh. NO LAH."\

and anny tot reali hard...
both me and lai waited patiently for her answer.

anny's eyes suddenly brightened up n she exclaimed: "AHHHHHHH i noe alr! its BEETHOVEN!"
my eyes grew wide in horror and i pursed my lips tight, but i couldnt take it and...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA (for like 30secs nonstop?) WTH ANNY. BEETHOVEN IS TT MUSIC GUYYYYY.. OMGGGGG WTH WTH!!!

and then all 3 of us started roaring with laughter for god knows how long.. and we started talking abt other random stuff tt was damn funny.


while we were watching so u think u can dance n getting annoyed by one of the judges, at the same time,

me: "man! i hate tt judge!! shes like damn fake lahhh"
lai n anny nodded in unison plus some mumbles of complaints
lai exclaimed, "she look like... that.. u noe tt..."
me: "waddd?? monkey?"
laughters.
lai: "noooo... tt guy from this horror movie. tt little guy?!?!?!"
me, randomly, "chucky?" (Tts the only little guy from horror movie i can tink of besides juon)
lai: "YESSSS YESS YESSSS. CHUCKY. YAH SHE LOOKS LIKE CHUCKY HEH HEH!!!!!!!"
me: "wth! ZOMGGGGGGG CHUCKYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

n the room was once again filled with ROARS.

omg, laugh until peng okk.. today was damn high pls! GOSHHHHHH. though i hate tt judge alot, but CHUCKY! waaaaayyy too absurb lah! HAHAHAHAHAHA. damn stupid pls. LOL XDDD

okok, they r watching some random variety show on dvd. its like a singing competition n WTH, all of them are damn spastic ok!!

ROFL!!!!!!!!

judge, points to the UBERLY CMI dress " who made tt dress for u?"
contestant, "my frd."
judge: "are u sure its nt ur enemy?"

WTH. so mean lah. BUT ITS FUNNEHHHH..

ok shit. i am a BLOODY BIG PROCASTINATOR. thers like heaps of lectures n tutorials waiting for me to do and here i am, SHOPPING, EATING, WATCHING TV and doing anything tts nt related to studies at all. GOSHHHHH.. i am outta here!!

n of the tv room, soon. i hope.

p.s i cant go online tt often. mt internet limit had hit the roof alr. no, tts an understatement. it had GONE thru the roof and its STILL gg up... I AM SO GG TO BE POK GAI when the bills come T.T

{ 3/02/2008 }

Hui Qian
19 March 1990
Murdoch Uni- Vet sci

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