you could make me happy this way

walked to sch today and saw a dead rabbit in the pathway, in front of the bus stop. my god.. it looks exactly like my beloved bebe. chestnut colour with tints of grey and a little tail with chestnut colour on the top and white on the underside. and for a second, i tot tt was bebe. my heart almost stop beating.. the stupid hallucinations. i was so afraid. and i stood there starring at the lifeless body. it's eyes were still open and it must have died terribly.. and for once, i wanted to go n touch it. :/

and then i called shapnem and trish to ask them wad i shud do.. trish said i sounded shaken. and yes, i am. and finally, when i see some pple approaching, i decided to carry it away from the pathway to refrain some innocent or HEARTLESS passebys from accidentally or purposely kicking it. who cares abt the disease it might carry. and there were alrdy ants gathering at the ear, whereby fluids are flowing out. poor rabbit. it was when i held the rabbit, did i felt a wave of sadness. god knows wad the rabbit was going thru b4 he/she died.

i carried it to the grass area under the tree and left it there tgt with the foolscape i used to hold him. he's alrdy all stiffed up le. poor thing. and den i left as i was running late for sch. cried on the way to sch bcuz i juz............................ i dunno....

den during elacs, mr ramirez had to randomly draw a rabbit on the board, with wings. JUST GREAT.

after sch, i went home with shapnem n then we decided to bury the rabbit properly. so we went to the spot where i left him/her there and when i went closely to look at it, it was bleeding from the nose and the eyes are pretty much dried up alrdy :'( n so i moved him to a shadier place and shapnem dug a hole for him. and we buried him. may god bless this poor rabbit and let it rest in peace :(

i hope all my rabbits are doing well :'(

and good news is that cow had passed his surgery and is recovering well! (:

{ 3/13/2007 }