you could make me happy this way

I have never used fuck to scold someone in the face before. Never. Not even to the people I hate. Not even to the people who insulted me. But today I did. I used it on her. I was so pissed. I was really so angry that i almost slapped her if not for that little teeny winy bit of self control that held me back.

Nobody has ever hit me for nothing lor. Not my friends, not my dad. Because they know that I have skin problem. Once u hit me, even the slightest slap would cause it to swell. And bugger, u dare to hit me for no rhyme or reason. Bitch. I did not even do anything u and u come and hit me so bloody hard. Ass.

And this is not the first bloody time lor. The last time, you hit me with ur water bottle because u mistaken what I said. And then u go, sry sry sry… den nvm. This time, u hit me again. Bloody ass. I was so angry lah. EVERYTIME LIDAT.

Ther are like a gazillion other times whereby she will hit me very hard dunno for what shit. Den I will tell her off and the next time she do again. U tink not pain arh. Har! Den ppl hit u lightly only and u go OWWWWWWWWW!!! -.- n its nt even me who hit u lor. I don go ard hitting people like some siao kia.

Moreover after what u did in the morning. U OWAYS DO THINGS AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS. And wad, u lied. Wtf. Tell me to trust u and so I did, den in the end? Almost gt me late. Wth. I AM NV GG SCH WIT U AGAIN LOR. Everytime I go to sch with u. NOTHING good would come out of it de.

Ok, I noe I am like the meanest person on earth to use fuck on anybody. I was really very very angry. the anger built up and I finally exploded. Trish and shapnem! I LOVE U GUYS. Thx for the rainbow “poem” and mr Kentucky. Seeing him nv fails to cheer me up.

Wait lah wait. My anger would go down by tomorrow. Meanwhile, the mere mention of her name would send me thru the roof.

Treat u so nice still like that to people. Wth. I shud have just tell them what reali happened. Mayb I shud POST it online n let everybody noe what u did to my sutff last night. BLOODY hell. But on second tots, I don wan to incur a bad karma bcuz of u! urgh!!

{ 4/30/2007 }