you could make me happy this way

At home when I study, mei n dad would be there. Though my dad isn’t much of a company bcuz he oways fell asleep while accompanying me. My sis would be wide awake and then I would make her test me, she went through the entire agriculture chapter with me before O’s. and guess wad. She’s 4 years younger den me and tt makes her 12 yrs old only when she did that.

And the whole month of intense studying with nao just b4 O’s at the library. and also with wang, rimei, tzewei and pao. Occasionally with cow, bei and yulei at her condo.

I HATE STUDYING ALONE. I NEED PEOPLE!!

But I am glad shapnem is there to go to the lib with me =) but still, I hate studying at home without anyone beside me.

I miss dad’s snorings, however annoying it WAS, while I am studying till the wee hours.

I miss dad’s lame attempts to de-stress me when I am so URGH! by O’s.

I miss laughing at daddy for laughing at his own jokes.

I miss the little snacks that daddy prepare for me and mei when we are studying.

I miss meimei dragging a mattress all the way to the study room just to lie there and wait for me.

I miss watching her help me train my pokemons while I study for O’s.

I miss scolding her lightly for distracting me with her lame jokes.

I miss aunty renia’s “ah! Angela.. so studious ahh…" and then she will start fussing over me.

All this would never ever happen again because this is going to be my last phase of education.

Studying has never been so lonely before.

{ 5/29/2007 }