today's such a cold day~~ brrrrr.. i wonder how am i gg to survive winter lah seriously. this morning, i just
refuse to get out of bed until 6.40am which is like quite late alrdy. snuggling up under the several layers of blankets is farrr better than stepping into the shower cubicle with all ur goosebumps n hairs standing on its ends lah.
it was
4.5 degrees outside, this morning at 7.30am.
i had on a
jumper, gloves, scarf alrdy n yet i was still feeling cold.. oh, but it wasnt as bad as
china when its onli 6 degrees but it felt like wad, negative? n so we are all in so
many layers of clothes that u cant differentiate mi from my sis from the back. because both of us looked like the rest of the
rounded human tt's "rolling" about on the streets.
hmm.. so weird lah. cuz ryte, the 4.5 degrees in perth din seem like 4.5 but more like
14.5? i dunno... prob cuz ther's no wind bah. its the winds tts chilly i guess.
Anyway, i was reminising on
animes today and i juz cant seem to rmb
jiraya sama's name. I felt so gek (constipated) lah. its like, u noe wad it is, its at the back of ur head but u cant seem to rmb it? totally horrible feeling. den i was down ther, coming up with so many weird names and finally, i asked jessica and SHE RMBED! yay!
so that brings back happy memories. i miss watching naruto eh.. and
darcie too, she will try to
act like orochimaru. LOL. esp when she's having sore throat den she try to talk like him.
"watashi orochimaru"
WAKAKAKA. den i will be echoing her. LOL. aiyo, the fun days~ tts y i din wan to go back to sg during july. bcuz i don tink i would bear to leave sg when hols' over. its like, for the past
3 n a half months, i hav been
thinking abt home, wanting to go home so badly. so its like, if i go back to sg, i finally get wad i had longed for (for 3 n half months), i
wont wan to let it go anymore. and even if i do come back eventually, i would take a loooooooooong time to settle down again.
conversation with dad;
me: *crying* daddy~~~ i miss home... it sux being here all alone.
daddy: aiyo.. don cry don cry. okok, tmr i go book ticket for u to come back july.
me: *crys more*
after more sobbings. many tots running thru my head and finally,
me: don wannn... i scared if i go back alrdy i don wan to come back anymore.
daddy: ok lah. up to u ok.. wan to come back muz faster say if nt cant book liao.
me: daddy~~~~~~ *crys more*
daddy: aiyoh. i understand lah. its muz be reali hard to be on ur own ther but this is ur decision, and u muz tink of the big picture. of fulfilling ur vet dream. bear with it k? if anything you can call daddy one.
me: even in the middle of the night?
daddy: of course..
me: *bawls*
i love my daddy. he must be the
best dad in the whole wide world. he's reali amazing and pple who noes my family well would noe y. he's more like my best frd den my dad, always ther to console me, advice me, cheer me up with his lame jokes. of course he does scold mi and resume his role of father when i misbehave n all.
so,
no more tots of gg back to sg during july!
focus on my studies and return with
pride and glory! =D
kk lah, hav to start mugging for semester exam liao, which is like
less than 10 days away lah. shucks! and i am still blogging!
wher is my sense of self discipline!!p.s and not forgetting my sis! she's also the best sis in the world wide world! yay! i love my family.
{ 5/15/2007 }
