you could make me happy this way

I feel so excluded from the real world :( Its like my life revolves around nothing but vet-ty stuff. When i am in school, i attend vet lectures, hang out with vet friends, talk about vet stuff, gossip about people from vet.

When i am back home, i listen to the vet lectures online (those of which i didnt attend. which is just about all of the units except anatomy) and i do my vet notes for the vet exams.

After exams, hang out with my superbestvettyfriends. I hardly get to see rae, lijin and all already because they too are too preoccupied in their courses. I hardly get to actually BE online since i am appearing offline most of the time.(trying to abstain myself from all sorts of distractions) So there goes my connection with the Singapore people and dear trishmommy!

=( SIGH!! Vet science is really really overtaking my life. I am not complaining (because i have great vet companions!) and i am actually enjoying this most of the time. But its just that, I feel abit disconnected from the rest of the world. And i dont have that much of a time to get myself back onto the "rest-of-the-world" because the amount of workload is NEVERENDING and if i cant keep up with the beat, there goes my sleep.

URGH! feels so damn claustrophobic! I need more time with people outside my vet life too! but it seems like whenever i go back to my room after HZGG with deb, and upon planting myself on the chair, its TIMETOCATCHUPONMYWORK!

where has the time to go online and chat with people gone to? where has the time to reply and send emails gone to? where has the time to call people to randomly chat gone to? where has the time to blog gone to? WHERE HAS ALL MY TIME GONE TO?

all to my budding career. And that is why, i am reallly dreading the vet career; not for the reason of the job but because i know its going to be worst when i enter the career.

{ 5/02/2009 }